So, it's that time of the year where I reflect on my life so far. This year is the first year where I am content with the way things are. I am working towards a goal by being good in school :D I am working on my appearance on a daily basis. I try to figure out how to make myself look better and be a better person on a daily basis.
It's daunting to turn 20 though. It feels the same as when I turned 13. Because when I turned 13, everyone would kid with me and say, "How does it feel to be a teenager?" And it all felt the same, but in my heart I was in anticipation of the future. I
told myself that my childhood was over and from then on it was going to be different.... I wasn't sure what would change, but I was bracing for the inevitable.
From this transition to 20, people are telling me that I am no longer a teenager, and that I am an adult. I don't feel like one, which I doubt will ever change, but it's feels like something big is going to happen in this next decade and I don't know what to do.... except wait.
Enough about that. This weekend has already begun for me. Tonight I went to a gig over on 92nd and Vermont (ghetto). My sweetheart of a friend Brian invited me to come and see his boyfriend play. So I was game. I took the bus out there, and I didn't change my outfit for something more suitable, I showed up in a nice two tone suit, with my hair greased and curled back, make up done...So that caused some unwanted attention from drunks, but it didn't matter I was with my friends... I also wanted to mention that the mta bus driver was so sweet. She dropped me off right in
front of the gig because she thought I looked too nice to walk on that street....
Tonight was fun because I saw Cafe Tecuba, and I haven't seen them in years....So it was great to reminisce. I got to get into the pit a few times... I had to stop because my darn heels kept fallin' off. =(
Tomorrow, or rather today I am going to go visit my mom in the south bay. It should be nice. She is house sitting a house near the beach, so we might go for a dip. And I love the kitchen at that house. Its got a beautiful set of pots and pans from sur la table. They are great to work on. I am still contemplating what to make.
Sunday I am hopefully gonna go to the Cicada club. That is if I have enough dough and if I can get a friend/date to come with me.
And on Monday after class I am gonna go over to Pasadena and go to my favorite ice cream and soda pop shop.... Then go buy a balloon.
Should be a great weekend.
Hope your weekend is great too.
Anne
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